Name: mamala
Duration: P00H01M20S
Description: In the beginning of 2020 I was really struggling with being who I am and my self identity. I had been getting rude comments on my weight gain the whole year prior and was struggling financially as well as with my mental health. I wrote this song to help me get out of that rough patch, hopefully it inspires others to become a better version of themselves too.

mamala

by Kalid Abdul

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In the beginning of 2020 I was really struggling with being who I am and my self identity. I had been getting rude comments on my weight gain the whole year prior and was struggling financially as well as with my mental health. I wrote this song to help me get out of that rough patch, hopefully it inspires others to become a better version of themselves too.

lyrics

Feeling more alive than ever
Feeling like I’m in a crowd with a striped sweater
More mortal than the usual
All I know my future doesn’t hold in cubicles
So
I became
Aware of my knees
Time picking at me
Been told that I look old
I want to be me
I’m Searching for more
Eyes wide open
My omen in doors
The constant of change
I Told myself
Imma eat better
sleep better
Talked to god in my sleep
Joiced he’d give me a hand
But it’s up to the man
I’m up for a plan
Welcome to your 20s
It’s for a decade and more
Can’t let this go
So only god knows